I can't believe I ever thought that I liked him. Everything he does now just drives me insane and makes me want to explode. Simply so that I can explode onto him. And maybe upset him a bit.

I also do not appreciate that I ever feel bad or sad or angry because of him. I don't like that I become so negative around him, or that I so thoroughly despise anything that he likes plainly because he likes it. I hate that I ever feel guilty for abhorring him.

Fuck him.