Narcissist, eh?
Well.... I can't say that I'm surprised, unfortunately. Damn the man. Oh well, them's the ropes. Oh! Shannon reminds me, I got my ears pierced. And I was very much disappointed with the lack of pain. That's all I have to say about that. Except that now I have to wait for six weeks before I can put rings in my ears and take these studs out.

I saw you there... You were on your way...

Hmm... Music is soooo good.
Someday, I will tell you all the story of my piercing. I really like that feeling though, it could be a problem. Want.More.Piercings.

With raven hands she steals and staggers towards her man

Let's see... on the topic of mental disorders. Hmm... What can we say about that? I am: Massochistic, sedistic, twisted, borderline, have a tendency to mix up reality with fantasy, dream runs into life, used to be anorexic, now shallow and narcissistic, and constantly, constantly changing.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Kimi ga oikaketa yume nara...
So today I had my english exam and my french oral exam. English was stressful, but apparently fruitful. While I was painting in the art room after the exam, my english teacher walked up to me. As I was painting and listening to music, I didn't see her until I randomly looked up. And she was staring blankly. Freaky. Anyway, she told me she had just finished marking my exam. "Really?" "Yes, how do you think you did?" "I dunno.... good I hope?" *long silence* "It was excellent. You had just enough analysis, even if you didn't finish. I gave you a 92. Well done" *walks away*
Talk about nerve racking.

Rain Falls On Everyone
In case you didn't know. It does.
The Smashing Pumpkins are really good.
I am concerned about my friends. I hope that they are always well.

I am constantly finding out more and more about myself. Recently, I've been discovering the second half of myself. I really do have an extreme duality that I never really knew. In all things two. Passive, Active Dominant, Submissive Masculine, Feminine Protector, Protected. and so on...

I've faced the fathoms in your deep. Withstood the suitors quiet siege. Thrown down the heavens just to please you. Appease you. The wind blows and I know. I can't go on digging roses from your grave. To linger on, beyond the beyond. Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep... you'll find me.

How wonderful lyrics are. There always seem to be some to capture precise feelings.

I hope that all of you know that I am available for listening, chatting, discussing, or whatever you might need at any given point in time. Just for clarification. If you want my phone number, you can just e-mail me at tsuki_no_shizuku@hotmail.com .

flow
With tumultuous ties and binded eyes setting sail for ever free
In deepened woods with shoulds and coulds in search of me
Capsized dreams adorn gilded paths of silver birch
Delving children-led secrets, raising hell-bent lies

Infinite seas stretch on. And you could just fade. Amidst the seagulls squaking. In all-embracing silence and sound.

Touching petal softness, smooth silk caress.
If for love hope is lost, then so be it.
In the words I am lost, in the words I am chained.
Freedom lies in fields and feelings, in grass and grain, in wind and water
Floods throughout soul enwrapped crystalline thoughts of windows on worlds not yet experienced.
Taste in touch.