spinning

Alright, I need to slow it the hell down. I have been so actively pursuing all of this shit that I would have, maybe as short a time as a month ago, considered completely low and beneath what I thought were my moral standards. I could have easily done myself some severe injury on saturday night with the drinking and the smoking and the ingestion of painkillers, and I'm not so sure monday night was such a great idea either.

Bonus points for me.

Time to take a breath.