Whats Left to See

I am emo lately. I do not know the reasons why. I speculate a combination of hormones, neediness, high-stress situations a la university and stupid sappy shit that I don't even want to get into here. But lately the soundtrack has consisted of: Xiu Xiu, Blonde Redhead, Feist (monarch), angry Gackt, occasional death cab and Red House Painters. What does this mean? Angst. And I hate it. I don't even know what this is and it bugs the hell out of me. I feel somehow distant from everyone.