raiser

It feels retarded, I want you to like me
Will you be there tonight?
Do you mean it when you say what you say?
Fixing up my hair,
I want to impress you
Today and everyday,
Okay, okay okay, okay

So what do you want?
I want to be careless too
So much waiting, so much sitting alone
When you say what you say,
It's not what I thought, it's really nothing at all
I'm not who you want,
Alright, alright alright, alright

Bunny gamer, stand up, bunny gamer, Where have you been all of my life?
Bunny gamer, take me with you,
Okay, okay okay, okay
Bunny gamer, sit down, bunny gamer,
Where have you been all night?
Bunny gamer, leave me alone,
Alright, alright alright, alright

I don't think I can recall having ever liked xiu xiu this much. It's not even that anything he's written has become especially relevant to me, it's just like all of a sudden I like it a lot more... for no real reason. I've gotten all into posting song lyrics again lately too. I have noticed that. I guess I'm feeling wordy again.

My sweetly torn religion, how does it feel?

I had a good night last night, went downtown with Johan'n'Allan. The bar was packed, and hot, and I hate sweat, but I still had a good time. There was a strange blackout that was unexplained and otherwise unmentioned. It made for amusing times. I enjoyed the just sitting and talking the most, as usual.

This is dissolving rapidly into a series of lines. It's amusing how little sense thoughts make if you consider them each uniquely and without regard of the preceeding and following thoughts. It's like seeing something at a molecular level. What would a post be like if I just wrote all my thoughts as they came? Well... as many as I could and as often as I could. It wouldn't make any sense to anyone but me I don't think.

What a rambler.